What happened to the rat,
What hast Thou wrought
From on high, that laid her so low,
Curled around herself like a nautilus?
Her tail pointing to a distance we cannot traverse,
Her
Tonight I walk south first,
impatient with increments–
with the hedge of peonies
unwadding, with the Rome
in chalk that walkers sack
grain by shell-pink grain.
The slowness of small dramas:
sometimes it
For half a decade I scoured books,
lost in salt stars and broken bodies,
not knowing you ate the bread I begged for.
And now that the library’s
doors are closed and
Your father wears the day / as a shirt with soot-spider
stains on his spine: / sweat-soaked, stuck like plastic wrap
to calloused skin / your ears peering through distilled
quiet / & retinas carving slivers of
“…the hyssop that springeth out of the wall…”
— I Kings 4:33
The flecks greening skin after cutting collards
Are good as tattoos leafing my blood-tree of veins,
Mapping these hands I got