Today is one of those days.
My body reminds me of its firm limits,
the bark contouring a twig,
the sheer face of a rocky ledge.
Hard edges. I want to burst forth
fly with fluid wingbeats
in swift bursts of straight flight
execute quick tight
turns and dives rarely gliding
flying a few inches above
the ground or water append their nests
in mud to
Later, you forgot our names,
and everything. It was miserable
visiting you in those sheer
passages smelling of urine and iodine.
Dad wouldn’t let me see.
I sat in the hallway hearing
Van Gogh’s mad ear enflamed a field
of purple irises—marring the face of
a sleeping homeless man. Artists render
people like pastels & watercolors.
The wounded gather shopping carts & talk
Distant, ashy, close to the edge,
I might lose you in the pauses.
Faded by the spotlight,
disguised in white paint.
Misshapen, lost to certainty,
you focus on the expanse
between touch and