My children are white.
I’m just as white.
Writing it I’m not less white.
When she was born I said,
“She is so beautiful.” He said,
“She looks like a white
“Children trap bees
for their flowers
the world traps people
for itself”
—Gu Cheng, “The Art of Pulling Strings“
Any author with an unusual death will have their life read backwards. Of course,
“The exile of words has begun.”
–Bei Dao
Still they are messengers, gray
like the wall they’re up against,
gray as the night in which they
must travel by necessity, by
starlight,
We go about our daily lives understanding
almost nothing about the world: her arms,
the black and white flowers, heavenly bodies
in the sky. This is my brief history
of happiness: someone loved