There is a free event in an expensive city that might, if you enter it with the
right spirit, restore a smidgen of your faith in this polarized death spiral of
a country.
On Sunday, September 15th, I sat with my grandpa in our living room. Our dog Max
claimed his space between the two of us. And while my main focus was the 300
pages
I was a rafter swallowed by a ceiling.
I was a parking meter spilling out its coins.
I took a number at the post office.
I recited Al-Fatiha inside of Ar Rawdah.
I
Messy, dangerous, preoccupied and preoccupying—memoir concentrates and quickens
life. It saturates. It sings. I’m just writing about me, the memoirist says, but
me is such the wily thing, and without the
A skeleton swings—
from a tree like laundry on fishing line, false horizon
so invisible, it can only belong to phantoms. I’ve held out
for the dead each year to become less