I slip beneath the surface in January, so cold
the water steams from the pool into the air
like effervescent waves—
you could blow them with a breath and watch
as they take shape and sail above till they become
indeterminate from cloud.
I wish that in their airborne steam I could have a seat,
could breathe myself across borders and oceans,
breathe myself into a new skin
different than what I am now: a man, watching pool waves
lick sandstone siding, remembering
the boy who sifted grains
with his steps to join Moussa by the great road
where Toyota trucks rushed through town like zephyrs—
but now only a man, waiting
in suburbia for the myth of life to return and take him up
in its cloud one last time.
