At the Equinox

At the equinox
the advertised balance
falls short:
my egg sweats,
cannot become its axis,
teeters off its pole.
Not the time
for a man’s ki to go
on the blink
—or his internet either—
but there it sputters.

Still, when markets
recover and
one old house
is traded
for the next one,
I will miss
this threshold most,
as I will dreaming
and superfluous
repentance.

No one is asking
me to eat
unseasoned lentils;
even to a soul
at hazard, no one
would presume.
My room is overrun
with gray noise;
the floor fan oscillates
in sync with
my hippocampus;
leaves wither;
nothing recurs;
it’s not so full of stars.

John Estes

John Estes

John Estes lives in Canton, Ohio, where he directs the creative writing program at Malone University. He is the author of "Kingdom Come" (C&R Press, 2011) and two chapbooks: "Breakfast with Blake